If marriage is a competition, and we are keeping score, my team has been losing. This year, I’m stepping up my game.
Andy Stanley has a fantastic series on marriage, and in the final message he talks about how we all bring our own box into marriage. These boxes contain hopes, dreams, aspirations, preferences, expectations, and more. Stanley argues that a truly healthy marriage is formed when husband and wife fight hard to make sure the other person’s box gets full to the brim.
A competition of sorts.
If marriage is a competition, the rules are this:
Identify the deepest longings of your spouse.
Bring these longings to fruition.
Earn bonus points by accomplishing these tasks bigger, better, and faster than your spouse.
The best part of any competition is when your team wins, and this game is no different. The goal is to win and to win big.
Eric has always done a much better job than me at this. For example, when I first disclosed to him that I wanted to start a blog, he helped me figure out a way to make it happen. In the last 5 years of writing, Eric has:
bought me a laptop
sent me out by myself so I could write
encouraged me to build my website
read through most of my posts before I published them
supported my request to join a writing community
recommended books that could be helpful
sent me to writing conferences
I mean, he’s tough competition! And writing is merely one area of my life where he loves and serves me.
Y’all, the thing is, I’m actually pretty competitive. And I’ve been losing this whole competition for the last 12 years (give or take the ones I birthed and gave all that I had in caring for our babies). I’ve got some major catching up to do!
So, in the spirit of healthy competition, I’ve set out to win this year.
When I first heard Andy Stanley’s message a couple of years ago, I immediately knew I had to do better at filling my husband’s box, specifically in the area of racing.
Did you know, that before deciding to go into ministry, Eric was originally going into engineering so he could build engines for NASCAR? He gave up the dream before I met him, laying it aside for the sake of the Kingdom. He has since spent the last 18 years serving at our church.
In the two years since I’ve decided to up my game in this competition, Eric has:
raced more frequently at a go-kart facility
purchased safety equipment like a helmet and gloves
had a ride-a-long at Talledega with his mentor and friend, Layne Schranz
purchased his very own go-kart
Did you catch that part? That last line is reason why I’m going to win the competition in 2019. I didn’t just allow him to buy a go-kart. I made him do it.
Okay, yes, I’m patting myself on the back right now. Wife of the year right here.
In all seriousness though, can I just tell you how much fun it is to see my husband come alive when he is racing? This is a simple way I can support his lifelong dream. A simple way I can pour into his box and bring some of his longings into fruition. And bonus: the more I help his dream come true, the more he is inspired to pour back into mine.
Filling boxes requires sacrifice, but what could be better than knowing we are married to someone whose goal is to out-do our own efforts to encourage, love, and support? this sort of competitive love binds husband and wife together with unthinkable strength.
Perhaps, in the future, my focus needs to shift away from myself and toward helping my favorite person become the healthiest version of himself. His health equals my health.
Interested in reading more about this concept? Check out a post written by my friend Amy on this very same topic! You can find her wisdom here.